it_getsHarder--everydaY!..inAcomPlex__World.

even its within me,

2006-05-02T03:42:00.000-07:00

.dahulu terasa indah,tak ingin lupakan.satu kenangan manis.

I'll be.. fine. .. .

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when stars don't fall but hearts fall

2006-04-30T13:00:00.000-07:00

lets get back back to our disaster.
and pick up all the pieces cos my hearts beating faster and faster.
Cause you don't know how much I, I need you
all the things i do they're so you.
im holding on but it still feel the same.

am feeling the same thing over and over again.
cant find sumone like him,
it'll never feel the same.

i'll cry on dried roses.
cos. tts wad i gave u.
can i be your memory?
..............................................................................................................
i cud never feel tis way .. .

Alamak.. .

2006-04-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

shut up shut up!
ugghh shudnt have watch MTV just now.
hehek!
hes so yummy!!
i've got this obsessions on cute sepet chinese guys arh.
den it happen,i was changing channels
cos boring la .duh.
and i saw this TRL world thingy on MTV
and theres this guy *a singer a dancer*
Rain. from korea.
sumtin weird but kewl in NewYork?
hmm... so i decide to tune in.
and blablabla...the interview.. and yayayayya,
actually i hate watchin interviews except ashlee simpson.
but because this guy is darn, sepet and cute hair! and yaya..
the list goes on..
and den it hit me,
he performed. OMG! he's so hot sia!!
he dances well,and nice voice too..
alamak! sial ah.
i got another crush on this RAIN!!
IM A FAN!! HAHAK!
i don't care if the lagu kental or wad?!
but wow!! hes wOOOWWW!!
i love u RAIN - bi,
bi in korea is rain, but in Irna's world
is.. my baby,
ahahks dream on ... ..
see this super hot cute korea guy!!!
====>

and one hottt shot!!
omg!!!!!
r u ready!???

==>

2006-04-20T10:42:00.000-07:00

irna kept thinkin of sumone .

i think she miss tt someone.

irna always look up in the sky at night

for it to come thru sum day. ...

irna hopes so hard cos she love tt person so much

she ignores what people tells her.

stargazers vs shoegazers

emoShits = bein emotional is always giving u the shitty feeling rite?

and,

irna agrees!

hey u.

i miss u.

someone. but who is tis someone i kept missing?

i hope your wish,come thru.

**hopes its me!**

i heart u.

haix.

2006-04-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

haix....here i am at 0030hrs not asleep yet. keep thinking about wy things happen the wrong way all the time.16 is the suxiest age ive ever been in! its been 2weeks straight im waiting 4 an answer &waiting for a miracle can i have my old life back?
im tired of movin on & on & on..
im falling on broken wings
i don't know how long will it lasts..
karma? are u tere?
i don't think so u are on my side anyway
..
even if im wrong or im right
im pressured on both sides..
i'll walk alone i know i am strong.
i will try..
friends- thank u for bein there for me i really appericiate tat..:)
guys- im better off alone aneway,no use to fight about a girl,
im losing it all anyway.teres better girls out ther.
im sure im not ur princess perfect im never gona wana be.
***somethings are better left unsaid***

Irna learned that Sorry seems to be the hardest word if u keep doin things without thinking twice.

in doubts wit everything!

i had the chance but. . . ..

2006-04-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

hey.
i wana let ya noe.
i miss u.
i love u.
will u come back
can u be mine again
sorry for my mistakes.

u can call me selfish.
but all i want is ur love.
u can call me hopeless
cus im hopelessly in love with u.

ur kisses makes me crazy
ur winks gets me smiling like theres no tomorrow
ur hugs makes me complete
ur smile gives me hopes
ur words gets me dreaming at night
ur anger makes me love u more
i don't know where i've gone wrong..
i did say sorry even if it wasnt me,
for u i will do anything

because i'll never le this go;
but i can't find the words to tell u.
i don't wana be alone.
but now i feel i don't know u. ..

i know sometimes its wrong to walk away.
though u think its over,
now when there's so much
more to say..
suddenly the moments gone.
and all my dreams is upside down..

im wishin so bad this didn't happened
just hoping to wake up in your arms.
because i loved and lost u..
wish i ever have the chance to say sorry..
im sorry..

listen...
even when the
people around you bring tears to ur heart.
and all that surround u are secrects and lies.
i'll be by your strenght,
i'll give u hope,
keeping your faith when it's gone.
i'll give u my word
i'll give u my heart
and with this vow,
forever has now begun.. .

i Promise.. . ...

Why..wad am i missing in me??!!!

2005-12-07T23:10:00.000-08:00

u..hw can u treat me like tis?
hw can u be like tis?
are u tryin to tear me aparT?
pls ah...i had enuf !!
its always the same fuckin problem tt i always
argue wif u!
wads ur prb sia?!?!
pls man i cant stand any longer..
pls change for me...STOP MAKIN ME cry..
plsss..........
i dowana leave u but u make me rite nw
my eyes hurt if i cry toomuch..
my troat hurts when i start to lite the ciga..
pls u..
if it gona be like this
im just sayin gdbye
STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-11T20:39:00.000-08:00

hello

i noe its been a hell long i didnt updateed..

so wad??

haha

im busy werkin...check me out la at pizzahut ps

i love cheese!

haha..lame

u guys noe ashlee's new single boyfriend?

nice rite???<3>

but it'll be nicer if its lyrics is..

i wana kill my bf..hahaha

sumtimes bfs are pain in the ass...

hehehehe...

im jus givin facts of wad i experience

actually its better to enjoy life wif notin to care about

jus bein free andd party all day is fun!

(single) wif good frens is life..

so kids..think b4 u act ...

wdh!?!? nvm im FOC!!! MUAHAHAHA =>>>

hmmp...yea i went hari raya jln wif frens all

and him kinda fun i think..

hehehe..

but the endin sux...i cried..

aughh guys are crap tt day moody asses!

auughhh...wana see pics eh?

okla i post after tis k... lalalala...

no no2 lo lo lo love!

new one!!! woah woah woah ha!

okla guys i thinnk tts it ive got notin else

alrite see yall ard...

bbye..

2005-10-11T11:05:00.000-07:00

why??
i dont know why am i so stupid
i noe its all just a mistake
i wish i cud turn back tyme and
didn't meet each other.
we wont ever agree to one thing
the other understands the most *me
while the other lalaal like heck care yes to evritin
i hate myself its a big mistake,but wad i noe,
wad goes ard come ard.
so to u,u will get another person hurtin u
like how u did to me.
even if u think u don't know what is happenin
u never know everytin wad i did
bullshit
u dont know how to meddle wif a girl's heart,
espectcially a girl like me.
thanks for acting like you cared.
i don't fall for sweet talkers like you.

2005-09-16T20:57:00.000-07:00

haha...
today im going out!!!
study larh... .
wif billy...
im buying things too!
abit only bfore nlevels and puase laarh!
wad crap!??!
nah neways,im here waitin for tat billy to siap..
so laatee!!!
hmmpS!
yesterday i ate takoyaki! yummmm...
i love ashlee new single~!!!
i didnt steal ur boyfriend!!
woah woah ha!!
yeah!!!!
well gtg peeps cya!!!

2005-09-10T04:20:00.000-07:00

memory Lies...

Hurt is a word that everyone hates,
bcos it makes us bleeds;feeling so hurt
u won't want it to happen to you..
everyone wants to feel happy,but happy doesn not remains...
but once it fades away its hard to regain the same happiness.
u feel like you wish tt ucould turn back time...
but u noe u couldn't...Life's hard when its break apart..
just seeing the pain hurts and u wana give up
life maybe unfair but someday there'll be a reason why
its unfair...*im hoping for it to come true*
hmmmps...!

2005-09-09T00:12:00.000-07:00

I don't noe wad i did wrong to you.
u broken my heart so much
i just can't find a way to love u back
i just want to 4get u,i hate u;

i don't noe why ive fallen 4 u...
tis is just a bad dream its all a mistake..
i dont want to spend my 4eva wif you.. .
why? did i not love u?
i don understand...
pls just let me go
i'll be happier... .
plsss
if you hate me,don't hurt me just let me go
but u've hurt me deeply..
its soo hurtful i hope u know how i feel inside...
why are u so cruel? wad i did wrong?
pls.. . . . . . .

2005-09-08T02:31:00.000-07:00

Hey, well today is lame
i didnt go out again
its been 3 days im at home
fuck...
but wad the hell im always surfing the net... doin craps
yazid went out to repais hes freakin mp3
argghh useless
hehehe...
but today i learned how to siang ikan! haha FOC!!!(full of crp)
i slice the fish's head,it was so disguisting!!!!
eiyeee.....
but how leh wan help my mum she cook family's fav. Asam Pedas
so i was bored and help her...
im excited about ashlee simpson's new movie! i cant wait 4 it to be released!!
~undiscovered~
yah tts wad i did so far suxy rite??
well i hope my bf asks me out soon cos if not im soo dead at home!!!
neway tis sat cancled the trip to msia cos of my dad hes lazy
soo....im lookin forward!!!!!!!!!! heheh

2005-08-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me
he lies,he hurt,he lies again,he hurts again
im crawling my way thru....
hoping he'll atleast stop doing this.....
my hearts bleeds...it wont stop...
im lost....
i just dont know wad to do....
wad happen to the happiness?
wad happen to my life?
is it all fading away....
im hopelesss.......crying and crying.....

2005-08-27T12:28:00.000-07:00

hie world...its been yrs since i update..haha
well actually its notin new,only tat im abit rushin now
struggling to study...and im coping wif the surroundings too..
hehe...yah well tats it...nlevels..bulan puase hehe
so many..okla wish me all the best and to those ppl takin tis impt exams..
especially yazid hopin tat we will end up in sec 5 k..
gdluck,ppl c yall on the other side of the road..:P
chaos.....
still crazy with ashlee and billy....
droolss........

2005-08-11T03:14:00.000-07:00

MY LIFE

IM LIVING UNDER A BURNING SPLINT

IT GETS BIGGER AS IT WAVES THRU..

MY HEART BLEEDS..BLEEDS AND BLEEDS

WTHOUT SITCHES FOR ME TO TAKE A BREAK

FROM ALL THIS CRUEL..

THE SOUL REVOLVES AND CHANGES WITHOUT ME

KNOWING..

PREDICTION I HAD WAS ALL TO NO AVAIL..

SHE KILLS MY LIFE AND THOSE WHO MADE ME TOO

LEAVE ME ALONE U,I'LL KILL U..

I HATE LIFE,I HATE EVERYONE,I HATE U,

I WANT TO RUN AWAY FAR AWAY AND LIVE IN MY OWN KINGDOM..

JUST LIVING BEHING SWEET MEMORIES SO THAT I COULD

LIVE THRU..

AS NOW IM FAKING ALL THE SMILES AND LAUGHTER FOR IT TO COME THRU...

ALL THE LOVE,LAUGHTER THAT WE SHARE IS NOW ALL I HAVE

AS I WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME..

COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS WHERE

I'LL BE WAITING

WAITING...AND WAITING....AND WAITING..

FLEW OUT THE DAYS U WERE THERE FOR ME,I'LL BE ON MY WAY TO PERSUDE

MY MOTHER'S WISH..

ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAD....

SINCE THEN I'LL MEET U AGAIN.....

....................

2005-08-08T01:50:00.000-07:00

hey...
our sch just had a ndp-nationaldayparty..hehe
and we had lotsa fun a usual...
well yea,it sux and fun haha?!!? wdh?!
here's the pic!but im not in there

im sick,got fever,flu,cough,soretroat and wdh!
in the morning i fell down as i trip onto a rock!
ass sia! i had a big scar!! bloody tau,very pain...
there was a farewell party for the sportsleaders seniors
last friday i cried abit cos it was too sad remembering the
times we had when we were like a family, all the flashbacks..
i just brokedown..especially wif our sir mr fridouse....
heres a pic of us....

:<...but recently me and yazid went out we went to eat at some restaurant it was deliciouso!! haha
yumm!

here's me!!!!

even though my probs isnt settle,life goes on...haixx...
my frens always here fer me...

and....especially

yazid is always there when i nid him...
i hope tat bitch just getlost!!!

2005-08-05T08:53:00.000-07:00

Hello...
Life theres lots of holes u gotta fix thru,
even if the hole gets bigger u nid to overcome it...
I've learned tat even how lucky u are
sumway sumhow theres always sumtin u gota overcome..
well life now,is gettin harder and tougher for me
i've lost sumtin precious,and it hurts if u dont get to see it
for the last time...
and now im about to lose one more...i can't do anetin anemore
she refuses,she doesnt care..
and i cant do my N's tat is cumin i keep on worrying..
will i get to live long wif her...
she's special in my life i need her i love her...
im hoping she wont leave me hanging alone in the
cold world....
im sad,broken,hopeless....
let me go,let me die
not them me!!!
:< :<

2005-07-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

hey...

i noe i've not been updating!

yeah well,im just fcuked up and just frust!!!

i hate bitches! espectially tis fcuking girl in my class!

i fcukin hate her cos she has gotten onto my nerves!

farkin biatch

she's just one of his ex,so wad? !! MOVE ON BITCH

GET A LIFE! he doesnt wants u ANYMORE he loves ME!ONLY ME!!

he noes about U bitching! hes said its sad tat u are a damm

LOSER!!!

its been time for me to tell the ppl cos u have been like tis for like

3 wks,1mth and its irritating to see ur fcuking face and!

u bitching about him to me,i feel like slappin u to the wall ass!!!

dont bother me or him!WE HATE U!!!!

but u bitch keep on saying hes cute,hes nice,hes blahblabla!!!

in front of me?!! wad are u proving!! and why are u SOOOO

concern about him!?!?!? hes mine now! so wad if u r the ex

u are already the EX! THE LOSER!!!

SO buzz off bitch!!!

if your readin tis im sure U noe im REFFERING IT to U!

so im teling ya nicely GET A LIFE BITCH!

or u'll get it fcuk!!!

arrghhh u bitch!!!!

mtha fcuk!

2005-07-15T02:42:00.000-07:00

GUYS!!! LOOK AT THIS!!!
BILLY!!!!!ME!!!!MUAHAHAHAHA

2005-07-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

man! good charlotte was damn wow!!!

i rocked out man!!!!

they were so cool!!!

i love benji!!!!

i gave him somtin during the backstage pass meetin...

he hugged mee~!!!!!

..ermm well all did!!!

joel,paul,billy....

i can't 4get tis wonderful memory!!!

i feel like being with them foreva!!!!

joel said i was cute!!! ohh gosh!!!!

i can't breath!!!!woah!!!

well,during the concert at 1st the GC army were right at the back...

but when it started ppl started jumpin...

and i thought...hmm..

i could squeze my way thru when they are jumpin and...

i was right!!! hahak!!

i jumped until i got the 2nd row standing...

I kinda jumped thru alone,i left yazid,

he was right behind!!!!

sorry....hahahk!!! lalala...

i saw benji RITE infront of my eyes!!!! woah!!!

he glance at me and kinda smile...

aww.....he's cute!!!!

dammit!!!

and ppl!! i got hes pic damn close!!!

i cud see his freckles!! woah,cute!!!

and dude!!! I was losing control so bad...

until when the concert was ending,i saw a brown converse sneakers..

so i said whose is tis!?!? no one answered

so i took it and threw it onto the stage!!!

muahahak!!! crazzy rite!?! over the top sia!!

i dance and jump like crazy!!!

i lost my voice for awhile den...

den we ate BK at cine,at 12am muahah!!!!

and..ermm the pics is cuming soon..

gawd!!!! its soo hard to get over it!!!

dammit!!! i feel like hugging benji again!!

hes so cute!!!!!

hmmp!!!....well i had fun!!!

thanks to the GC army and of cos to Alan the man!!!

muack!! thanks!!!! :>:>:>

BENJI ROX!!!!!!!

I LOVE BENJI!!!!!!!!

2005-07-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

hmm...jus having the badddest week!!!
1st bad news on GC tickets not selling very well,
2nd my NLevel orals is on the Concert day!
3rd my relationship wif him isnt working out good recently...
i just gona talk about the 3rd one..
he's being unreasonable sumtimes...
i donoe is it me or him?!!?
everytime i try to work things out it just cork up!
yazid if ur reading tis,im just sad why are u being so sensitive?
im i too boring already or are u just bored with me?
even if u said sorry,im trying to accept it but i dont know if u said sorry
bcos u noe that u hurt me or u said sorry bcos u had to..
well wadeva it is,
i think for now we just be in our own worlds,it doesnt mean breaking-up
only...that its wifout u....
i tink its just the best way for me to cool down after some stuff happened,
u hurt me,well im tryin to 4get and think it didnt happened..
ok? well..im sorry if its too hard for u..
but i cant belive that U are doing tis to me?!!!
hmmp....haixx!!!
see u.......=<
feeling blue..........:/

2005-07-04T02:22:00.000-07:00

heyss...

i got nuttin to blog heree....

but just trying to release my boredom!

well,the june holidays kinda fun!

cos...i bought lotsa stuff!!

i got new a wardrobe to choose!!!

shirts,sneakers,bangles,cds!

oh ya! i bought marion's cd already!!

blablabla...

hehehe...

and i love my guy!

jut hope that he won't fall to other girls hand...

hmmp...abit paranoid here...

well! yeah tats it...!

CAN'T WAIT FOR 12 OFJULY!!!

GC here i COME!!!!

2005-06-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!YEAH YEAH!!!
I JUS WANA SCREAM HELL YEAH!!!!
im sure u guys wondering why rite?!?!
im goin to the GOOD CHARLOTTE conCert!!!
and im meeting THEM BACKSTAGE!!!
HEELLLLL YEEAAHHH!!!!
:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>

I can't be HAppiEr!!!
BILLY MARTIN I LOVEEEE UU!!!!

CANT WAIT!!
12 JULY THEY CUMING TO TOWN!!!
AND I got tis thru the audition!!
the 98.7fm GC army !!! and i GOT IN Y'ALL!!!THE JUDGES PICKED MEE!!!!
WEEE.......
ISNT TAT greeaaaaattttt!!!!!!!
muaahahahahahahak!!!
well den see ya!
cant wait...!!!!!
hahahahak!!!!!!!!!!!
I ROCKKK!!!!

2005-06-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

hmmpss....i feel so distraughted cos of the School of Rock straits times..
actually my band and i suppose to join but becos of one of our dude
is going away tom'sia and he cant make it!
dammit!
hmmp nvm..well im kinda jealous of the other kids who joined
well,goodluck y'all!
but if there is tis thing next year im sure to join in!
i gootta!!!
hahhaaks!!
but!!!
IM GOIN TO BANGKOK SOON!!!
YEAH!! SHOPPING SPRHEEEE!!!!
22-27june!!
yeah!!i wana buy vans slip-on there,man i cant wait...
and also,i won the kelture voucher from 98.7fm!
im goin rebonding!!!wee....
so exciting!!!well den its the brightside of my life at least...
wokies! tuddlues!!!!;)

2005-06-10T12:03:00.000-07:00

kinda hate everytin tats happening NOW!!!!
its so slow! its so boring! its soo LAME!!!
I simply HATE IT!!!
fucked up world!!!LIVING IN A SHADOW for NOW!!
i wish i just could run away..
stupid life~!!!!
eiyeerrr!!!! i wana SHOUT OUT LOUD!!!!
AARGRHGRHGRHGHRGHRGH
WHY GIRLS NOWDAYS SUCK!????
WHY IM NOT CRITISING u OR WOT
BUT its just ;they are ruining my life Its already fucked up the
stupid stuck-ups make
it worst!?!
who the fuck do they think they are!?!?!?
JANGAN KACAU mee!!!!!
stuckups BITCHES SUCK BIG TIME!!!
FUCK OFF!!!!!

2005-06-07T05:20:00.000-07:00

fashion..fashion fashion!
can i just zip thru fashion!??
someday i would like to use boxer and tees to orchard
i hate when ur goin out u gota choose wad to wear wad to use...
am i right?! and sometimes its just a waste of time...
for me im always picking wadeva i feel like wearing
even im not in the crowd im myself i wana be wad i wana be!
so peeps who thinks i sux bcos im not into tis fashioncrib,u guys just
buzz off! cos u peeps just aint urself!
ALRITE?!?!
DON't label ME!!!!
so DON'T tell me what to wear or Wad to be,
BECOS I WANA BE WHO I AM!!! *shouts*
cos u guys SUX!!!

2005-06-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

marion! i love her songs! its so me...
my kinda songs those like ashlee's songs only tat her songs lots of shouting! I loike!!!
gotta get her album!!
and guess wot?!! shes the motoalert artist of the month!!!
wee....
ps.it doesnt mean i dont care abt ashlee anymore,shes my ultimate fav.!!!
i just love marion songs!!! ;>

missing u..

2005-05-31T11:49:00.000-07:00

i miss u,miss u so bad...

i don't want to fall to pieces i just wana sit and stare at you...

cos im in love with you.....

staring at these same 4 walls alone again,tryin to be someone tat u noe ur not

it gets Harder everyday!

fUCK THE life!!

2005-05-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

...............................
Shucks! Today sux and as the days past its much suxier!
i feel paranoid.lost.hate.distraughted... .
bcos it seems like the only thing in the world I can look back at is my baby,yazid..
i dont know why things change;sometimes changes really sux!
u see,my mum is always comparing me to my siblings,espectially my sister!
its not that im jealous im paranoid,and everytin tat i wana do i cant!
wad the fuck is wrong wif them!?!or am i to blame??i've been shutting up all tis while but they
keep comparing me..and becos of tat i dont have support from my family i don't have interest to
study and makes my results flop like crazie..am i to blame?!?! am i? somtimes people
keep saying i have a 'Perfect life'but actually look at the other side of me i dont gain love and trust from my own family...i dont have aneone to share my problems to,to joke with...im always talkin to my baby,im nearer to him i gain my love from him...and i cud just be wif him for only a couple of hours,to add it its the holidays and its very hard for me to meet him all the time,i
need to ask my parents in a pleasent way and somtimes i need to lie....
its just not fair!!!i realy want this to end! please god hear me out!
answer my prayers..! i neeed love from my family too...
i an't do my n's if they aren't caring about me, and i don'tknow what will happen in my life
from then on.....
GOD PLEASE.....yazid i thank u,and i love u alot eve we are only 8 mths i feel that its like i've known u 4ever....im just glad that u came to my life...i love u hunnie!
i really do thank u for being at side all the time dear,muuuuuack! i love u.....
..................................

LabeLlin IT!!!

2005-05-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

yes...at last gota update my blog here...i changed my blog abit...well maybe alot! hhahaks..im bored exams over and also i need to take a break!!hey....bad news today...im sick!!!:<
i got fever,flu,coughing and soretroat! wad?!?!? haixxx exams over and got tis dieases....
hmmp.!! cant go out,has to eat light meals bla bla bla.....
well,wadeva it is i MISS my baby...i didnt get to spend time with him recently,and holidays is almost here...and its gona be a long time when i'll be with him again cos im goin to bangkok the 1st week of june haizzz....missing him sooo bad..
btw! i saw starwars and kingdom of heaven,and guess wot?!?!? it was GOOOD!!!that it cost me 18bucks!!! 4 two movies..ughrrrr..*trying to let it go so bad* hahahks;p i gota tell tat last episode 9 of ashlee show was the greatest!!! it was so nice tat i can't even get over it,keeps on replaying in my mind!!!ashlee,ashlee.....u ROCK!!!!!WOWOWOWOWO
well,my results was kinda bad man i gota start revising for my n's or im dead i don't want to retain dude...im crossing my fingers hard so that i'll be promoted!!! hmmp.....tats about it i updated everytin...and now im obssesed wif orlando and ashlee sooo badd!! hahakss here are some pics!!!

AAARGGHH!!!!

2005-05-17T02:25:00.000-07:00

EH U GUYS!!! HELP ME LA!!!
GOT TIS GIRL NAME NABITCH IS FOLLOWIN ME LA!!
NOT TAT I DON GIVE AH BUT SHE AH ALREADY critised me and my style already tau bis tu she wan to be ME!!! EH AM I TOO KIND OR WAD?? IM JUST KEEPIN QUITE IN FRONT BUT AT THE BACK IM BABBLEING LIKE AN OLD LADY!!! irritated i want to bahasekan dia but i've known her 4 like 8 yrs alrdy la..eekee!!! wads the best way to deal wif tis poserrrr!!!! heeeelllp needed!!!! aaaurrrghhhh GET A LIFE MAN!!! [Nabila if ur readin tis shit u MUST!!! stop it siow!!! its irritating mota fuck!! eh geerl i had enuf ah dont bullshit anymore fuck!!!]

JUST get Off!!

2005-05-11T03:24:00.000-07:00

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,gonna ride this out,My little black heart, breaks apart,with your big mouth.And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.I'm useless, lazy, perverted,and you hate me.
You can't save me,You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, And everything, everything's my fault.(Chorus)
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,to make this stop. Got medication, a new addiction,Fucken thanks a lot.Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,It ruined everything.So point your finger, at the singer,He's in the pharmacy.(Chorus2x)
And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,Baby wide awake at dawn.Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,everything's my fault.Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault,everthing's my fault.I went to heaven, couldn't get it,For what I had done.I said forsake me, you said you're crazy you were too much fun.(Chorus)
You can't save me,You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,and everything,everthing's my fault.You can't save me,You can't change me,You can't save me,You can't change me,You can't save me,You can't change me,(everthing's my fault)You can't save me,You can't change me,Everything's my fault.
theres a no need to treat me like that,this song shows it ALL...i know what im doing don't stop me!!! so now EVERYTINS MY FAULT!!! im wrong fuck it!!! DON'T TALK TO ME!!!!

Lala Lalala

2005-05-10T19:32:00.000-07:00

Got nuttin Beta to do.....:P

2005-05-10T02:25:00.000-07:00

BlUek!!!!gotcha!!!! :P

wooo....ShOOOsh!!! :>

Lord of the Cheezings.....;)

Being a lil bit Cranky!!!

Wee....i edited it and it became a MASTERPIECE!!!!muhahaha....:>

I Love Ashlee!!!

2005-05-09T23:31:00.000-07:00

No matter how you look,i Still support you and i WILL still adore You!!!

COS u ROck in my Rockin WoRld!!!!!

2005-05-09T22:55:00.000-07:00

THIS IS A STUPID FORUM!!!
IM WARNING TO ALL HATERS OF ASHLEE,IF YOU HATE HER DEN fuck Off!!!
MIND UR OWN BUSINESS!!!!!
http://www.neowin.net/forum/index.php?act=ST&f=31&t=242227&s=%3F

yippie!!!!

2005-05-08T05:36:00.000-07:00

weee....Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is premiering soon!!!yippie!!!
Johnny Depp is the starring character!!! weee!!! hes a DARK chocolate tats wad i heard!!
man....can't wait to WATCH it!!!!!! willywonkawillywonkawillywonka...lalalala
**chewing gum is grooss**-mr dark chocolate- hahak!!! :>

AuugHH!!!!sickkeNiNg Mannn....

2005-05-08T05:23:00.000-07:00

enVyinG it!!!!&_&
her stuffs leaves me drooling...hahk! well,im stating the fact man...look at it ATTiTUDE**
differEnt** shi-tEES....auugghhh....its not tat i cant buy but its Risky lar....its online shopping it needs shipping..and ur cerditcard will be flying to another part of the earth...
can't u imagine anetin happen to it!!! arrhhh...on top of it my mum wont allow me!!! arrughh...im trying to control over drOOLing...>:/ SHITSSSS~!!!!!

2005-05-05T04:03:00.000-07:00

wee......someone's ready for a change...but still she looks cute and switter...but im crossing my fingers tht she wont change her attitude!!!! ya rock gerl!!!! :>

2005-04-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

today i had make a mistake in my english paperuggh!!!....i had the format wrong cos i was very confused la...shitss!!! marks just flew....fuck manup against it was on the same day itself i didnt have enuf rest...so today sucked!!!wadeva man....well,atleast ajid consoled me..hahak!!! *duh* and i think tat my realationship with him is recently getting better!!and im ver happy for us....i love u...but today suxed though...!!!!

I Love PETERPAN!!!!!!!

2005-04-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

peterpan!!! i love em!!! the song "Ku Katakan Dengan Indah" its so meaningful!!!
and the video is totally my situation rite now!!!!
haixxx!!!!they are soo kewl for an indonesian band!!! charms melts me away!!!!
their songs Rulz!!!!!! :>
chaus!!!

2005-04-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

haiz...im so so down...i just cant elp seeing my guy hanging out with girls anemore..you can say im paranoid but i had enuf man...everywhere i turnhes always talkin to a girl and sumtimes they even tickle2....ah fuck man...u get wad i mean rite...well WDH im trying to ignore evry now and then..bt..i had enuf!!!!Help Pls.....

Haiz....stupid Nafa Test!!!!!

2005-04-14T22:36:00.000-07:00

hey...now im in the school lab...its so damn boring im waitin for the stupid nafa test!!!! crap rite@!?!?! well..i just revored from my "sickness"...i was sick i got high fever and rashes..,pity me!!! :<> get enuf rest and eat right and the list goes on.... lalalala so wadeva!! anyway, i had loads of fun with my mumy,dady and sister!!! hahak!! :) ok doks!!! tats it tatas!!!! cya!!! ;>
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2005-04-11T00:28:00.000-07:00

Hehehek!!! keep on giving new photos!!!! :> me so so haappie:>
well actually rite im sick and tired to hearing "sumone" blabbering about tis "miely"...she's like a wannabe fuck rite?? lembab if like tat takpe tau nie die da critisied tau den she like wana do it!! fuck!!!
she said one tyme when i was using highcut shoes rite she said "eh kau tak sempit ke kai kasut tuh"!!! den now she's like "eh aku nak beli highcut ah nak pakai buat sch"...WTF?!!?! mepek sia!!! dahlar u all after reading tis SHIT pls tag me and gossip bout her kies..!!! she fuck la me naik fedup sia hearing tis shit!!!! PeacEEEE wakssssS!!!!!!! :P

2005-04-09T10:34:00.000-07:00

"Models" On Water!!! **bluek!!***

Hahaha!!! Funniey Faciey~~~!!! :P

Heeehee.....sO swiT....AFTER swimming also take Picture!!! ;) winks!!

Hehehe.....nice pics from the Jurong Swimming Complex!!!
from da toppiee!! Me,Left :Najib,Zainee,Fadzilla,Hafiza,Yazid and Nabila....Taking the Pic..Fida and Rohani!!! :>

hmM...:)

2005-04-04T01:44:00.000-07:00

teMbam Nyer!!!! aiya!!! :P

heheheeheheheheheh

whooo!!!

2005-03-23T12:12:00.000-08:00

Lalalalalala...!!!!

i love the New skin!!! muahahaha!!!!yey!!!

well,i bought a new mp3!!! Hooray hooray!!! tis is life!!!!

LALALALALALA.....ashlee u RoCk gerL!!! :>

2005-03-19T03:43:00.000-08:00

i LOve Johnny Depp!!!!

ultimate!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-17T06:23:00.000-08:00

aww!!!..

im missing soo much dear!!!

..can help it!!!

***why is is damn blur????****

**urrgh!! tis sux!!*** :'[

Love Makes The World Go Round !!!

2005-03-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

My love look at what you've done to me
For someone who has felt so strong it's amazing i'm completely
gone
Hold on it's tragic stumblin through all this static

I just wanna talk to you my broken heart just has no use
I, I guess promises are better left unsaid yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that I'm the only
But i'm the one whose crawlin on the ground
When you say love makes the world go round

oH! GReAt!!!!

2005-03-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

dammit..!!!
holidays Sux when u aRe caGed at home!!!
am i rite or am i wrong?!?!?
sux!!!!!
i miss my guy!!! haiz...but wDH my parents are naggiNG bout exams2!!
just gimme 30 mins seeing him i'll be more den happier!!
But!!!arghgh!!! don wana talk bOuT IT noMOrE!!!!!
MIss Ya sOO mUCh baBy....!!!!
>=< >=<

LaLa!

2005-03-17T03:29:00.000-08:00

Ashlee Simpson!!!

U make me wana lala in the kitchen on the floor!!...

Ashlee my Role Model..=>

HEHEEHE...

2005-03-17T03:18:00.000-08:00